I am happy to see the heart of God in partnering with me to bless others. While this is my call to answer, I am careful not to be overly excited but to remain level-headed, as I understand the cost of being chosen to work for the Lord. Walking with Him in itself can be daunting; it’s a great responsibility that involves exposing my heart, forcing me to accept where I am wrong and engage in doing the job to unlearn and learn. Service comes with sacrifice at the same time it is deeply fulfilling and the very reason for our existence.
A call, I explain as a thing that describe me yet feels foreign. It’s both familiar and new. The beginning is exhilarating, as it resembles pursuing a passion that feels more like a hobby. However, I recognize that there have been times I fought against the will of God because it was taxing to be in the place He called me to remain, doing the work and interacting with challenging individuals.
I have celebrated at the revelation that my struggle is meant to empower others. However, the experience confused my mind for the longest I wondered if my signals had a problem hindering me from hearing accurate from Him. The revelation was true and I was once naive. Being naive at that time has been a gift as it birthed a mountain sized faith and passion. Over time, I’ve gained perspective on this matter. I now realize that His will surpasses my desires, and it is good even when it feels torturous at times. Paul in 1 Corinthians 4 explains that His work comes with him enduring but those who are served have it easy. I am to serve and be served so I have it both hard and easy. We are members of one body working together to serve each other and this brings glory to Him who created us. I am assuming it gives the Father great joy when we operate in our factory settings; as written in the book of life in heaven under “our days on earth”, obeying him doing that which we are made to do.
Passion has taught me it is there because before me lies still a path. It hasn’t come to an end until Jesus ends it. While I embark I will seek His wisdom on any and everything. My ongoing prayer is that He works on me so that I may not become a hurdle. I want to remain at His feet and follow Him.

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