BEAUTIFUL IN ALL SEASONS

I have struggled with perfection not becoming my reality. There have been situations where I wished I had the power to make everything align with what I had in mind. By perfect , I mean making things happen exactly as I intended; without error, without failure, without disappointment, and without anything that could be criticised or rejected. I struggled because perfection was not becoming my reality. Things were not always agreeable, they were not always my first option, and they did not always turn out the way I had envisioned. Through this struggle, I have come to realise that I am not in control. If I were truly in control, it would mean that I am moving on my own strength, depending on myself to make everything work, to make every situation perfect, to make every outcome align with my intentions and the picture I have created in my mind. But the struggle continued, and it still continues. I am not in control. As I wrestled with this, I found myself questioning the idea of perfecti...